2.29.2008

Language is better than reality.


Today I heard my favorite poet, Billy Collins, read on campus. It was like going home--going to readings always reminds me of who I really am. Besides getting to hear him read his fabulousness, I also got to meet him and have him sign my copy of Nine Horses (the picture on the left should be flipped. It says: "To Rachel--Billy Collins"). I'm pretty sure he recognized me as a true fan because he smiled when he saw what I wanted him to sign--everyone else had copies of Sailing Alone Around the Room that they were selling at the reading.

To inspire you to start reading more of him, here's one of my favorite poems from Nine Horses:

Night Letter to the Reader

I get up from the tangled bed and go outside,
a bird leaving its nest,
a snail taking a holiday from its shell,

but only to stand on the lawn,
an ordinary insomniac
amid the growth systems of garden and woods.

If I were younger, I might be thinking
about something I heard at a party,
about an unusual car,

or the press of Saturday night,
but as it is, I am simply conscious,
an animal in pajamas,

sensing only the pale humidity
of the night and the slight zephyrs
that stir the tops of the trees.

The dog has followed me out
and stands a little ahead,
her nose lifted as if she were inhaling

the tall white flowers,
visible tonight in the darkened garden,
and there was something else I wanted to tell you,

something about the warm orange light
in the windows of the house,
but now I am wondering if you are even listening

and why I bother to tell you these things
that will never make a difference,
flecks of ash, tiny chips of ice.

But this is all I want to do--
tell you that up in the woods
a few night birds were calling,

the grass was cold and wet on my bare feet,
and that at one point, the moon,
looking like the top of Shakespeare's

famous forehead,
appeared, quite unexpectedly,
illuminating a band of moving clouds.

Beauty, Thy Name is Joshua Radin.


Tonight Cara, Janae, and Tanner went to see Joshua Radin at In The Venue and, oh wow. Usually I can find some way to express myself but trying to do so after hearing this man's music live is near impossible. Never before has a show evoked such a strong emotional response in me; I'm talking full on teary-eyed emotion. He is extremely talented--one of my favorite songs of his he wrote when he was sixteen years old. Unbelievable. His, uh, extreme physical beauty even seemed a little superfluous after seeing him handle the guitar and amazing vocals.

Not that I wasn't aware of it from the beginning ;)
I love love love this man and anything musical his mind produces.

Ingrid Michaelson opened for him, along with an Alexa...something (I can't remember her last name), and they both had their share of talent. All in all, it was a good night--particularly the always-eventful post-show Denny's trip--and I'm happy to say I'm now a believer in the "mellow" show movement.

2.28.2008

Blague du jour.


The ever-ironic Times made this joke that I thought was rather telling: Obama entered Madame Tussaud's [a famous wax museum], and was soon joined by Clinton. The comment was made that, speaking of the primaries of Texas and Ohio, Whoever loses will be melted down to make McCain.


How true.

It scares me how close this nation is to getting a watered-down version of the president it really deserves. McCain had his day in the Senate, and nothing he would do as president would help this country in the ways it needs to be helped.


I think it's funny that people (usually those with no political exprience at all other than what is spoon fed to them by friends and the news) get all riled up when they find out certain things, like how Clinton took acting classes to prepare for the campaign, etc. Seriously? Jimmy Carter did. And other presidential candidates have enrolled in speaking and acting classes to help them play the game. So how about we focus on the issues and not villify someone for trying to live up our ridiculously high standards of appearances. Because that's all this show is in the end: an artificial game that we, ironically enough, force the candidates to play only to turn around and criticize them for doing so.


Hypocrite much?


2.26.2008

Buyer, beware.

One thing I really needed for London was a tote bag large enough to double as an overnight bag and that had a built-in laptop sleeve. Thus Cara, ever helpful sister that she is, bought me a wicked bag from Target for my birthday. It's the right size, but I ended up finding a bag closer to my needs on Target.com that is the exact same price as the bag she gave me. So I decided, as any good consumer would, to return Cara's bag and buy the other one online since it isn't available in the stores. Little did I know the offense I was committing in assuming Target would aid me in this goal.

Posterity, remember this: You cannot return an item to Target that is over $20 if you don't have a receipt. In a Target-ruled universe, this simply is not possible, as my not-so-helpful checker, Maria, informed me (with a smile.) I asked her what I was supposed to do with a bag I don't want. Her answer? "Use it." Um, I'm sorry, but am I not here returning an item that I don't plan on using in order to exchange it for one I will use? Does Target lose any money from me buying a bag of equal value? No--especially when you consider the exorbitant shipping costs. For now, I'll just have to be content with my non-returnable, almost-perfect-but-not-quite-there tote bag until I figure something else out.

Like how only one small coup will destroy the Target empire in one fell swoop. Any takers?

2.25.2008

Happy Birthday to me

So being 21 isn't all that it's cracked up to be...given the religiosity that is my life, I experienced none of the "rites of passage" inherent in this number. No vodka for me, thanks, I'll just have water. Mineral, if you can help it. Gambling wouldn't have been that big of a deal, I suppose--if I'd even known where to go. Despite my apparent lack of desire to live up to the cultural values of binging and partying 'til the sun comes up, this birthday turned out pretty fantastic. I spent Saturday afternoon with my mom and sister buying clothes for London; apparently I need to wear layers? (Someone please confirm or deny this.) The Gap amply supplied said layers, and I happily wandered through the less-accessible Anthropologie afterward, thinking I would make my next destination somewhere that required me to shell out $145 for a cotton t-shirt. With applique, of course. Anyway, that night I was expecting the usual birthday dinner with the family, which happened, with a few additions: my Provo people. Janae, Cody, and Tanner surprised me at the restaurant. I loved that they were there and that Cara was nice enough to think that I would want to spend my birthday with them too. The night before I had been a little put out and confused why they hadn't wanted to do anything with me to celebrate. But I shouldn't have worried. The restaurant, Cucina Toscana in downtown SLC, was, in so many words, amazingly divine. It was authentic Italian, and we sampled everything on the menu, from gnocchi and handmade pasta to lemon chicken with artichokes and capers to fresh tiramisu. I can't wait to go back there...hopefully at a time when my dad foots the bill again. All in all, it was a good night and I'm glad to have spent it with the people who mean the most to me.